Heartbroken & Annoyed

A week ago I spent 3 fantastic weeks with my Luffies. We didn't do much. Most of what we did involved fooling around and the word "what". I don't feel like saying much else to it right now and I'd like to focus on the title of this posting.

I am heartbroken. Not only because it's been over a week since I was in the arms of the sweetest guy to grace this fair planet but there is a deeper meaning to my heartbreak. The most notable reason being that it seems it will be over a year before we get to touch eachother again. We had planned to spend Christmas together in my home country but his parents are getting in the way of our happiness again. It is tragic that something so simple can prevent us from being together like we should be.

They reasoning while seemingly heroic is greatly flawed. So much so that my annoyance goes beyond the mere that I experience almost daily. His health seems to be a major issue although I have no idea why that would be such a concern considering that in Europe you can find some of the best healthcare worldwide. Far superior to the lackeys in North America.

Then of course it is THEIR happiness that seems to be an issue. They would not be able to enjoy their holiday in Hawaii while their eldest is off skiing in Europe. It reminds me of the Kennedy family somewhat because as I recall one or several of them got injured skiing in Europe. But he is not of that family and the reasoning his parents have is flawed. If they really cared about him then they would let him come here and be happy.

It is not like we have bountiful time to hop from continent to continent to see eachother every year although we shall aim to do that anyway if time and money permits. Which it probably will not very soon.

His mother has already dabbled in her matchmaking over there and tried to set him up with some young woman who bears the same name as his sister. Needless to say I have no concerns about anything his mother does because he will see through it right away. Also a woman who has the same name as sister will never appeal to him and it will make him seem perverted and twisted in the eyes of his peers.

All this is of great concern to me and my heart which across it's already scarred surface is starting to bear new wounds that somehow go deeper the older I get and the more often such things start happening to me. Eventhough I do not consider having a future with him it is becoming very hard to avoid the heartbreak involved in issues of the heart.