So my birthday was on Tuesday. I went to the amusement park with my best friend. Hell yeah spending a nice day alone with her was awesome. The first ride we went on was this spinny thing and it was really cool but i was kinda silly and it whacked my head against the side and it hurt. But i didnt pay much attention to that. I felt a little nauseaus so we went on softer rides after that and had some overall fun.
Sadly the next day i felt really crappy. The muscles in my arm, leg and foot hurt. But the worst thing was that i hurt my neck muscles. I could hardly move my neck. On friday i went to the doctor and told him my problem and he prescribed three different pills. The one makes me really sleepy and i stupidly took it before i was ready and was fighting off the drowsiness. It was horrible. So that's my birthday story junk.
22.04.2007
14.04.2007
Red Days & Birthday
Tuesday is my birthday. Right now I'm suffering from cramps and such. It's really annoying because I have trouble sleeping. I do not shirk away from taking pills but I really don't want to get used to something like sleeping pills because then I have to find stronger ones to get them to work again. Trying to avoid that. But tonight I think I shall take pills. It seems like a good idea.
There are parts about being a woman that I really like. Like, since its so warm I get to wear my sandals and they make me feel pretty. With my hair cut I feel younger also which is good. It's sad when you start feeling your age. Then theres the cramps. Ugh.
Let me tell you a story when I was in 10th grade and in a shop-class type thing called Technology I suddenly felt really really sick. So i asked the teacher if I could go to the nurse. He just smiled and said it's fine. So I trotted off to the nurses office which was at the other end of school. It really sucks having to go so far and I started feeling worse so I sat down and promptly passed out for a few seconds. I've never passed out before so it was a very scary experience. I managed to get up and waddle to the nurses office and told her what the problem is so she gave me a pill and a heating pad and told me to lie down and take it easy for aslong as I felt i needed it. So I did and either fell asleep or passed out again with the heating pad on my tummy one hand holding that the other over my face lying perfectly still. Finally the pain subsided just as the bell rang to the next lesson (I seem to have missed the bell in between) and I told her I was feeling better. She smiled at me and told me to stay lying down till im sure I felt good enough to move and go back to class. Meanwhile the quiet was broken by the loud shriekings of the students heading off to lunch which is very close to the nurses office and multiple students walked in and out of the office and stared at me I'm sure as they did so. So I felt uncomfortable lying down and told her I'd go eat something and that might help. So thats what I did. The rest of that day was uneventful.
That was one of the only times I've ever had a really bad period. The other two times I was at home and it was late at night and I sank to the floor and curled up till it passed. Having a period sucks really much. And if it happens on your birthday which mine will seem to land on it's even worse. I really hate it.
There are parts about being a woman that I really like. Like, since its so warm I get to wear my sandals and they make me feel pretty. With my hair cut I feel younger also which is good. It's sad when you start feeling your age. Then theres the cramps. Ugh.
Let me tell you a story when I was in 10th grade and in a shop-class type thing called Technology I suddenly felt really really sick. So i asked the teacher if I could go to the nurse. He just smiled and said it's fine. So I trotted off to the nurses office which was at the other end of school. It really sucks having to go so far and I started feeling worse so I sat down and promptly passed out for a few seconds. I've never passed out before so it was a very scary experience. I managed to get up and waddle to the nurses office and told her what the problem is so she gave me a pill and a heating pad and told me to lie down and take it easy for aslong as I felt i needed it. So I did and either fell asleep or passed out again with the heating pad on my tummy one hand holding that the other over my face lying perfectly still. Finally the pain subsided just as the bell rang to the next lesson (I seem to have missed the bell in between) and I told her I was feeling better. She smiled at me and told me to stay lying down till im sure I felt good enough to move and go back to class. Meanwhile the quiet was broken by the loud shriekings of the students heading off to lunch which is very close to the nurses office and multiple students walked in and out of the office and stared at me I'm sure as they did so. So I felt uncomfortable lying down and told her I'd go eat something and that might help. So thats what I did. The rest of that day was uneventful.
That was one of the only times I've ever had a really bad period. The other two times I was at home and it was late at night and I sank to the floor and curled up till it passed. Having a period sucks really much. And if it happens on your birthday which mine will seem to land on it's even worse. I really hate it.
01.04.2007
Everybody lies about sex...
...it's true. Just ask them. It's like some human nature thing that tells us we need to lie about something so fundamental to our being.
Yes, I will admit even I have been known to lie about sex but only about what I have and have not done. And only to people I don't like or don't know. But isn't that usually the case? There is something in us that says we must lie to strangers to save face or stroke our pride. And it isn't even a gender thing. Men lie just as much as women do. Women just make it sound more realistic. I can say this from my experiences.
What is it about sex that makes us lie to another person about it? Could it be the social status that is put on it? Or the taboos? I have no idea and frankly I don't care.
I'm that weird person who knows alot about sex but has not experienced a whole lot. Not for lack of trying mind you. It's just my choice in partners has been really really bad. I have not found that partner that makes me enjoy sex like I know I should. Who knows some of my friends say that when i find that person i'll probably turn into a major nympho. Whee wouldn't that be fun.
Ok I'll definately be writing more about sex later on but I kinda have bloggers block right now. GASP. D=
Yes, I will admit even I have been known to lie about sex but only about what I have and have not done. And only to people I don't like or don't know. But isn't that usually the case? There is something in us that says we must lie to strangers to save face or stroke our pride. And it isn't even a gender thing. Men lie just as much as women do. Women just make it sound more realistic. I can say this from my experiences.
What is it about sex that makes us lie to another person about it? Could it be the social status that is put on it? Or the taboos? I have no idea and frankly I don't care.
I'm that weird person who knows alot about sex but has not experienced a whole lot. Not for lack of trying mind you. It's just my choice in partners has been really really bad. I have not found that partner that makes me enjoy sex like I know I should. Who knows some of my friends say that when i find that person i'll probably turn into a major nympho. Whee wouldn't that be fun.
Ok I'll definately be writing more about sex later on but I kinda have bloggers block right now. GASP. D=
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